Salamander Swamp

This spring the boys have been lucky enough to have Joe take them on outings to a place they named (for obvious reasons) "salamander swamp".
I have been lucky enough to have never had to join them on these fun adventures :o)
I really am glad they have a dad who enjoys watching his boys discover these living creatures ~ they love every minute and seem to never get enough.

yummy diaper cake

So recently my friend Maria (who just happens to be my VT'ing partner) and I decided to throw a baby shower for our good friend Sara (who we actually get to VT) ~ good stuff huh?!

I decided last minute that I would utilize some of the newborn diapers I had on hand and came up with this cake to use as a decoration/gift for the shower. I thought it turned out pretty cute considering I had never done something like this before. There are some great tips online on how to make one and so that always helps as well.

A bit o' sunshine

We actually had sunshine about a week ago and so we went to a park with our good friends (who happened to just get a nice new camera) so I thought I would share a few of the 150 pics I took in those couple of hours. I am glad it is spring but can't wait for summer!

Bridger's eyes are just stunning in this picture. WOW!

who doesn't love little brodester!! such a smiley boy.
my friend maria also took a few shots of my boys (i mean it is her camera after all) and thought they were pretty good little posers.trying to get a pic of blake was somewhat tricky

people wonder why we call him mono?

sorry 'bout the bad hair cut! :o)
venturing away from the park and taking a little nature walk.
my attempt at nature photos
three little stinkers!good times!

something i read recently and enjoyed

This is taken from a talk from a few years ago called "The Other Prodigal" by Elder Holland

“Who is it that whispers so subtly in our ear that a gift given to another somehow diminishes the blessings we have received? Who makes us feel that if God is smiling on another, then He surely must somehow be frowning on us? You and I both know who does this—it is the father of all lies.. I am convinced the commandment not to covet is meant to keep us from hurting ourselves… Brothers and sisters, I testify that no one of us is less treasured or cherished of God than another. I testify that He loves each of us—insecurities, anxieties, self-image, and all. He doesn’t measure our talents or our looks; He doesn’t measure our professions or our possessions. He cheers on every runner, calling out that the race is against sin, not against each other. I know that if we will be faithful, there is a perfectly tailored robe of righteousness ready and waiting for everyone, ‘robes … made … white in the blood of the Lamb.’ May we encourage each other in our effort to win that prize is my earnest prayer..”

http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD&locale=0&sourceId=88f48c6a47e0c010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&hideNav=1

the interview

as seen on a few of my friends blogs. i thought i would see what bridger would say...
i got quite a kick out of a few ~ esp #21

1. What is something mom always says to you? Clean up

2. What makes mom happy? When I give her stuff when she isn’t feeling good – like draw something on a piece of paper and give it to her

3. What makes mom sad? When I don’t do the right things

4. How does your mom make you laugh? When you tickle me

5. What was your mom like as a child? You were a little tiny girl
6. How old is your mom? 16

7. How tall is your mom? 17

8. What is her favorite thing to do? Sleep
9. What does your mom do when you're not around? Clean up sometimes
10. If your mom becomes famous, what will it be for? A rockin’ star
11. What is your mom really good at? Cleaning up
12. What is your mom not very good at? Writing cursive
13. What does your mom do for a job? Clean up the kitchen with the vacuum & stuff
14. What is your mom's favorite food? Peaches? Oh yeah –it’s your almond cereal (honey bunches of oats)
15. What makes you proud of your mom? When you help me do stuff
16. If your mom were a cartoon character, who would she be? Mickey Mouse club house ~NO~ princess! Like Princess Leia
17. What do you and your mom do together? Go to fun places
18. How are you and your mom the same? We are both people
19. How are you and your mom different? You’re a girl and I am a boy
20. How do you know your mom loves you? Cuz were families
21. What does your mom like most about your dad? He makes more money
22. Where is your mom's favorite place to go? To Target (funny as I haven’t been there but like twice in the past year!)

Bridger wasn’t quite done and wanted more questions so he started making up his own questions like…

What is your favorite flower? Tulips

What were you like when you were a little baby? A little girl and your name was sandi

What was your favorite movie? I think it is sound of music

It was funny because then he started asking me all these questions about himself like what is his favorite superhero and said I did a great job after getting them right.

ultrasound results

I knew that I would be OK with the results today no matter what but I am sorry to have to say that the baby has stopped growing and this pregnancy will be ending in a miscarriage. As of right now I no longer need to take this crappy medication that at this point has just been delaying the process. I am hoping that I don't have to wait too long so that I can just move on.
I am sorry if you are finding this out via my blog - I hope you understand that this is the best way for me to let everyone know. I am thankful to have so many who care about me.

6th Folder 6th Picture Tag

I've been tagged by my friend Maria. This was my 6th picture from my 6th folder.

It wasn't a great photo clarity wise but it is Bridgerman showing off his skills at climbing up the door frame. It doesn't surprise me that he can do this well.

I think I am suppose to tag someone else?? If you read this feel free to be IT!

the good & the bad

OK... so all who is interested in knowing how the ultrasound went...

My Dr. did finally see something today, however, there was still no heartbeat detected and it is also not measuring up so we continue to think that this will eventually end in m/c.

I have yet another ultrasound scheduled for next Thurs afternoon so... back to the waiting & wondering & taking this dreadful medication.

I am sorry if I haven't returned phone calls lately - I am dealing with so many emotions (in addition to feeling horrible) that it is just a little too much for me.

Thanks for all your support and love.

San